Just so you know

Table tennis last night was fun although it was my first time playing. Boss taught me how to play table tennis. Anyway, will be having table tennis competition in 3rd June. I doubt I will be joining the competition as my skills are quite sux. But I will be joining them for the fun play. And next up will be badminton My boss say my life would be much fufiling with all this events. There is even a sport day which will be held on July. Looking forward for it!

It cld be much better.

How much you are being paid are equivalent to how much work load that you are given. Here rushing rushing. There rushing rushing. Emails popping up and I realised that I cldn’t cope with that and I will just have to let the email continue popping up till my inbox are being flooded with unread email. Lunch break is getting shorter for the past few days. I can’t imagine that I had been sitting at my desk from 8am to 12pm and lunch break for 20 mins and back to my desk till 5.30pm. Hardly have anytime for some MILO!!! Anyway, been sleeping v early for the past 1 month. Just to stay alert at work. I can’t imagine what would my life be when that contract staff contracts end which will be probably around July. OMG~ Just have to “REN REN and REN”. After all, I need the money for my school fees no matter what. Less talk, more work done.

I feel like having a getaway!!!

This is my life.

  

Hi. Had been such a long time since I last blog. Its gonna be a lengthly one. Anyway, I have found a perm job and I am very happy with my job and this is the job which the interview last for 3 hours. I could still remember that there were 3 people interviewing me at different timing and after the second interviewer, my brain was declared dead. The last interviewer was my senior accountant. I could still remember he said that he needed someone who doesn’t give up easily, patient. And I remember mentioning about my journey of life which make me feel the “WOW” I have actually come so far.  

I remember telling him that I was from normal technical stream and after that I proceed to ITE. But I quited ITE after one year and I was working popular. Decided to take private N level and after my N level, I proceed to O level. However, my o level result couldn’t make it to poly and I was quite disappointed. I went to higher nitec at simei ITE. That was where I don’t feel any pressure. With great classmates around me and teachers that cares. Teachers that wouldn’t heck care and classmates who offer help to those people who are weaker. And we don’t laugh at each other mistakes. And with the help of my teachers and my ite classmates, I proceeded to poly. But during my first year in poly, it was a struggle. I don’t speak good English neither do I write well. Often, I feel like being a joke. People laugh. People make fun. I could still remember something hurtful being say. I remember I took up korean language and I remember someone saying that my English was poor and I still took up korean. Hey. Thats was really hurt. Perhaps that person might have forgotten what he or she had say. But then, at that point of time, I feel really hurt. I feel like giving up and I feel that we are worlds apart. It’s like I was a big fish in a small pond (ITE) but now that the big fish is being transferred to the sea(poly) with even bigger fish. That was how I told my senior accountant. But it took great courage, great determination to keep me going. Even now, I still feel the hurt. People just don’t see how hard I had tried to improve my English. You know sometimes, its really hard to pull yourself back once agian. People still laughs and agian and agian I tried to find back the determination and the courage to stand. People call me stupid, laugh at my mistakes and some even worse. What should I do? Roar at them? I always believe that we should always think before we say. Even if you think that it wasn’t hurtful, but to the other party, it really hurts. Who knows. Everyone have their weaknesses and I feel we shouldn’t take other weaknesses as a joke. Right? The people who don’t laugh at your weaknesses, who is never stingy in giving encouragment, pulling you up when you fall, who been through with you not only the good times but also the bad times with you… are your family and your best friends. This. I would say, I am lucky to have you all. I would say I was never stupid enough not to know who are the ones who are really your best friend and yet not just a label. No matter what decision I am going to make, I wouldn’t allow anyone to kill me with my weaknesses. What doesn’t kill you, make you stronger. DARE TO DREAM and never give up no matter what.

I am also lucky enough to have a good boss for my first job and also a good supervisor who don’t scold me for the mistakes that I had make. I have work for many companies and under different supervisor different bosses. And I feel that he is the best boss that I have ever met. Not because he increased my pay or gave me an early confirmation.  But he actually gave encouragment, his support and also never  being stingy in praising others. Other than that, I saw the way he handled things. Calm. Not by shouting at whoever or pointing fault at others.  I admire his way, his style of being a leader. I really should learn from him. Really. I remember that when he says that the company decided to give me an early confirmation and I had a good appraisal from my senior account, I was kind of shock. I don’t really think that I did well during the past few weeks. I make mistakes here and there. He actually mentioned that its okay to make mistakes. Now its my challenge to minimise the mistake. And yes. Its my challenge now!

That Silly boy.

I love this silly boy who:
1.  have always been there for me.
2. been my alarm clock for the past few months without complaining.
3. know me more than I know myself.
4. give me whatever I want even if I didn’t told him so
5. spend time with me
6. deliver fish porridge and medicine for me when I am sick
7. cheer me up when things seems to go so wrong.
8. do silly stuff with me
9. call me every night just to ask me how’s my day
10. give me advice when I needed one.
11. save the best for me.

and the list goes on and on. Where could I find someone who could turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words

Journey of life.

Life is much like a long journey on a bus. Navigating your way along different kinds of roads, deciding which way to turn at life’s intersection Some board, some alight. What matters most are those who are with you throughout the whole journey.

“Land of Smile”

Just return from Thailand, Bangkok – “Land of Smile”. It was a very last minutes decision to go Bangkok. I had a wonderful experience going aboard with my childhood friend. Thanks for the sponsor … It was a tired trip. Never had I felt so tired. But then, I enjoyed lots. We spent our day scouting for clothes for her blogshop and do remember to visit her blogshop at www.myglamourplace.blogspot.com. She was darn picky over the clothes but that’s good as she go for quality rather that quantity of the clothes brought home. We went from level to level scouting for clothes and I think it wasn’t easy either to run a business on blog too.

Our hotel were spacious. There’s a living room and a tiny kitchen. The room were cosy too.

We went to the central world where the shops there are so altas as though I am still  in Singapore. There wasn’t much thing in the central world as the price are around the same as Singapore. There wasn’t any good bargains except for NARAYA. We went there on the first day and the last day.

 

We also took a tuk tuk instead of a cab. Tuk Tuk was an exciting yet scaring experience. The cars in Bangkok could actually go in the lane of opposite direction. SO COOL. And we also went for THAI massage. It was the first time that I went for a Thai massage. The feeling was SHIOK but pain.

That all for now. Shall update agian some other time.

The Mua

Designer: Victor Aleman

“Mua was designed with lovers in mind. The organic shape invokes the idea of two people intertwined, embracing each other. Wicker wrapped steel on the outside, red for love in the inside. Mua dangles from a tree suspended for all voyeurs to see and at the perfect angle – looks like a giant heart shaped pendant. Implying love in a design can border the esoteric to the ridiculous but I think the Mua strikes the perfect balance.”